New Responsibilities-ilities
Hello you!
It's been a minute, right? Let me catch you up to speed.
I am in my last semester of pharmacy school (yay). Im gearing up for pursuing a residency and graduating in (one) peace. I am attempting to study for NAPLEX and CPJE, which are exams to officiate my entry into the workforce. I am finishing up rotations without allowing senior-itis to kick in (very difficult, by the way).
But I am far from being done.
I am also a part of a wonderful mentorship program, in which I have accepted loads of responsibility. I am charged with the task of being accountable to many women, which seems like a daunting task, but I am so grateful.
With all of the responsibilities that I have accepted, I sometimes feel like I fall short. But through this experience, I am learning more about grace and trust from my Heavenly Father.
Ever since I started this journey with all the things I mentioned above, I have been kicked down, stomped on, blocked and deleted, you name it. But now, its easier to kick the dirt off of my bottom and get back up and RUN. Run from from the drama and stress. Run from the guilt and depression. Run from the temptations to backslide and towards the land of freedom.
The most beautiful part is that even in the midst of me running from what I dont need and running towards what I do need, God is still trusting me. Like whoa, I want to be a women who is running after His heart, but wow, I did not know that I was allowed access like this! Far from my expectations. Even with all that I am doing, I still feel peace and motivation to finish through--and I know it is God's work.
I type all of this to say this--dont kick yourself when you are already down. Get up and RUN. You will still have obstacles to overcome, but God sees your heart and will add more. He will not burden you.
I hope this speaks to you. I am still getting the hang of this. Stay tuned and subscribe for more. I will post as often as I can.
Respectfully,
Whitney 💕
Is this a diary?
ReplyDeleteNot really, Im speaking as things will come out, but not a diary at all!
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